To Be or Not to Be

DIG

2006-12-11T00:23:00.000Z

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easier to identify.
Look me in the eye & ask for forgiveness;
we’ll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs us,
at least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you’ll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this songre mind me that we’ll always have each other when everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness that cleverly attaches & multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you’ll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into anotherdig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we’ll always have each other when everything else is gone.
OK, each other… when everything else is gone.

2006-09-13T23:23:00.000+01:00

I'm made of hair and bone and little teeth
And think I cannot speak
I come on like a crippled plaything
My spine is just a string
I wrapped our love in all this foil
Silver tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil
But flies will lay there eggs.
Take your hatred out on me
Make your victim my neck
You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquette
Prosthetic synthesis and butterfly
Sealed up with virgin stitch.
If it hurts baby please don't cry
Preserve my innocence
I never wanted it end this way
But flies will lay there eggs
You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquette

2006-09-12T22:15:00.000+01:00

My reflection,
dirty mirror there's no connection to myself
I'm your lover, I'm your zero I'm the face in your dreams of glass...
So save your prayers for when you're really gonna need 'em throw out your cares and fly Wanna go for a ride?
Emptiness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness, and God is empty just like me
Intoxicated with the madness, I'm in love with my sadness...
Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
I never let on that I was on a sinking ship
I never let on that I was down
You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
You blame yourself for wanting more...

2006-09-05T02:12:00.000+01:00

As kids, we lived together,
We fought, we laughed, we cried.
We did not always show the love, that we both had inside.
We shared our dreams and plans, and some secrets too.
All the memories we share,
Is what bonds me now to you.
We grew to find we have a love, that is very strong today. It’s a love shared by our family, that will never fade away.
You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth.
I could not have chosen a better one, you are the best on earth.

Purple

2006-09-03T23:20:00.000+01:00

Purple washes over me...
Seeping through my open seams,
I'm stained all over...
You pretend we've started again...
Waiting for me to say when...
But I say purple
She won't go where I would go for you
I'd curse my heart for you...
Silence makes a girl talk fast...
Speeding... but I'm gonna crash!
And burn for loves sake...
Duty keeps a lover loyal
But is it really worth the spoils
When I dream purple
She won't go where
I would go for you
I'd curse my heart...

2006-08-20T01:33:00.000+01:00

You took my hand
You showed me how
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
I ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again...
And I wont forget you my friend
What happened??
If someone said three years from now
Youd be long gone
Id stand up and punch them out
Cause theyre all wrong...
and that last kiss I ll cherish...
Until we meet again
And time makes It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep...
My darling
Who knew
I miss you...Luv ya =)

2006-08-10T18:00:00.000+01:00

In this little town cars they don't slow down
The lonely people here
They throw lonely stares
Into their lonely hearts
I watch the traffic lights
I drift on Christmas nights
I wanna set it straight
I wanna make it right
But boy you're so far away...hold still for a moment and
I'll find you
I'm so close, I'm just a small step behind you boy
And I could hold you if you just stood still
I jaywalk through this town
I drop leaves on the ground
But lonely people here
Just gaze their eyes on air
And miss the autumn roar
I roam through traffic lights
I fade through Christmas nights
I wanna set it straight
I wanna make it right
But man you're so far away
I'll hold still for a moment so you'll find me
You're so close, I can feel you all around me boy
I know you're somewhere out there...

2006-08-10T17:54:00.000+01:00

You always say
I want too muchIs it such a crime
To want more than just lust
Why have you frozen now
I can't conceive
The way this feels
You've grown so old
like you're counting the tears
And you say it doesn't matter
We'll always be
The best of friends
Still I need you
To stay right here
So don't let me down
I've always said
I can't abuse
Your lust for life
And the choices you choose
Why have we broken now....

2006-07-26T14:14:00.000+01:00

People ask if Im in love with you
Cause Im sitting here with your picture and smiling to myself...
Im kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through and I blush as I say yes...
What a feeling of vulnerability comin over me
And Im feeling weak and I cant speak
I cant think
Never thought Id give in so willingly to a human being
With abilities to set me free, let me be me
Makes me wanna say...
Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, filling me
Like a melody...
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hooking me is that youre loving me 4 me...
Now, people ask why
Im in love with you
Well, let me start by saying you got my heart by just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
Unconditionally, youre there for me
Undeniably, you inspire me spiritually... so sweet
This is meaningful, its incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel so sweet makes me wanna say,
Its so amazing how something so sweet has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet, this isnt ordinary
Hes loving me 4 me...
Stripped of all makeup
No need for fancy clothes
No cover-ups, push-ups
With him, I dont have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve,
Every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely
Taking all of me in
He is real
He is honest...

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2006-07-12T02:41:00.000+01:00

On and On

2006-06-21T16:53:00.000+01:00

What you see aint what you get
You truly try but soon forget
The trouble that
I smell in you
It leaves me blind to your abuse
Still I can hear
What you dont know
Broken down while
Pain around me goes
On and on
Disaffected painted love
I challenge you to be the one
Who loves me like some sacred soul
And feels in me a gorgeous home
You’re the one
Who brings me down
But Im the one
To turn it around...

2006-05-01T01:22:00.000+01:00

When you look at me
I'm as shaky as a leaf
On a new tree
One look in your eyes
And you make me
Tremble
You have something rare
Ah you take me to a place
I've never been before
Oh the magic that we share
Oh it makes me makes meTremble,
And when you hold my hand
Oh I could burst with joy
Baby understand
I never felt this way with any other boy
Darlin', pity me
Tho' there's no place on this earth
I'd rather be
Hmmm and all the world can see
How you make me make meTremble

2006-04-28T20:24:00.000+01:00

You told me
I was beautiful
And held me oh so tight
So I dwelt on my ugliness and
Hid away my light
Tell me why,
Can't we let the good things in
I wanna know why,
Can't we let the good things in
You said that you'd loved me
Before you saw my face
So I waited and watched for
Another girl to take my place
Tell me why,
Can't we let the good things in
I wanna know why,
Can't we let the good things in
Tell me I wanna know why
So much of what I'd hoped for
I couldn't let it be
So I made me a world where
You had to leave
Tell me why, Can't we let the good things in...

2006-04-28T20:14:00.000+01:00

A wise man said to me
Don’t underrate simplicity
So I strip my life away
And try to live each day by day
And feel
Each moment new
Tho so hard I try
So many failings cloud my eye
And with troubled mind
A sense of peace so hard to find
To feel
Each moment new
But I will be
All I can be
Do everything
With all I have in me
Life is a blessing
This much I know
And every lesson
Can only help us grow
To feel...Each moment new
Another thing we missed
Love is really all there is
And together, sure
Most anything we can enjoy to feel
Each moment new
To feel
Each moment new...

2006-04-02T23:32:00.000+01:00

Forever here....thats the way I feel....=)

2006-03-15T00:34:00.000Z

Hoje vou matar minha ansiedade...meus pensamentos negativos...nao sou perfeita....sinto odio....sinto tristeza...sinto o vento bater forte....sinto a chuva caindo no chao...sinto o mar a chamar por mim...sinto a lua sombria levantar-me para si....sinto...sinto tudo....sinto pk?
Kem me dera nunca sentir....kem me dera ser pedra...axo k ja o fui um dia.....mas kero mesmo amar....e nao sei como.....maldito amor...amor....k nao existe...nunca existiu...apenas passageiro...esse será o meu adeus para sempre ao amor....vou matar minha ansiedade...

Jose Medeiros Cabral (1955-1979)

2006-03-09T03:50:00.000Z

"O pretexto do bom Pastor"(1978)
acrilico s/ tela 100x80cm
Venho por este meio homenagear meu Tio paterno, facto de nao o ter conhecido pessoalmente, seria uma alegria ter convivido e aprendido com ele.
Amado por muitos e todos conhecidos...Agora tem o descanso merecido! Descansa em Paz! Tua sobrinha...Catarina Cabral ^^

Agora, uma breve historia de sua vida relatada por alguem k o conheceu, Tomaz Vieira(Pintor).
"A Historia nao e feita por herois ou por inspiracao..." , escreveu Medeiros Cabral, cuja tao curta vida foi um longo sonho com a liberdade. Sonho que ele viveu lucidamente na consciencia de conviccoes que sempre pos a prova em atitudes que caucionassem o lugar do artista na sociedade. Lugar que, para ele, era o de simples artesao da liberdade criativa, com a exigencia que o fez afirmar: "A arte so e arte na liberdade e a liberdade so e real quando experiencia do todo social".
A competencia tecnica de Medeiros Cabral esta na harmonia das estruturas das composiçoes dos seus quadros, esta na intencional marcacao do percurso do lapis nos seus desenhos, esta na demonstracao coerente do quanto lhe interessava rejeitar o bonito em favor do original, numa pratica que jamais compromete a teoria deste Artista, teoria que tem a ver com os ideais deste Homem.
"Nos quadros de Cabral, vejo uma forma simultaneamente alegre e nostalgica de lutar contra a morte dum intelectual por isolamento" - escreveu Joao Dixo como que em busca, na propria Obra do Pintor.
Era com audacia que ja entao desencadeava o batalhar da sua grande luta contra a morte"morte por isolamento", luta com armas que eram so dele e com as quais avancava o peito descoberto, sempre impune, sempre imensamente tranquilo e compensado pela singeleza das grandes conviccoes.
"A sua imagem singela ficou nos nossos olhos e ficará no nosso pensamento" - escreveu Mestre Julio Resendes, Professor Catedratico Decano da Escola Superior de Belas Artes do Porto.
Fe-lo em nome de todos os que conheciam Medeiros Cabral e a melhor maneira de o conhecermos ainda continua a ser olhar suas Obras, "dialogar" com elas que, por si proprias, se encarregarao de nos fazer pensar tambem que se, de facto, "a Historia nao e feita por herois ou por inspiracao" , entao e porque so pode ser feita pela Criatividade e pela Utopia.
Homenagear Medeiros Cabral a distancia de 10 anos e, antes do mais, lembrar que ele nunca esqueceu que se e sempre Homem antes de se ser Artista.

Tomaz Vieira (1989)

Vao dar k falar...

2006-03-09T01:05:00.000Z

Os STAMPKASE formam-se em Fevereiro de 2003 pelas maos de Ruben Bento [voz], Andre Viveiros [voz], Bruno Moniz [guitarra] Pedro Valerio[baixista] e Nuno Costa [bateria].
Vao dar que falar.....^^

Sisters

2006-03-09T00:54:00.000Z

Mal sabiam elas que o maravilhoso objecto capaz de encerrar seculos de paz e harmonia era nada mais que um botao, um simples botao que caiu da fatiota do velho Mork, um ermitao que passeava pelo bosque encantado - sem saber que ele era encantado, diga-se de passagem - no dia anterior.

Excerto de "Poemas&Devaneios"

2006-03-09T00:39:00.000Z

Why

2006-03-09T00:28:00.000Z

My oh my life...my life why...tell me why?
Why me? Why you? Tell me why!
Why we cry, why we sleep?
Why everything? Why?
Why pain? Why Love? Why?
Someday why will we have an answear?

2006-03-09T00:26:00.000Z

CITY OF ANGELS

2006-03-09T00:17:00.000Z

Um dos melhores filmes...:(

Flying with...?

2006-03-08T20:43:00.000Z

Keep flying... really high
Hold your breath, close your eyes and let angels catch your soul

Fly on their wings without any fear...
Lose yourself in the vastness of the sky...
Dance smoothly on the softness of a cloud...
Grab a star and paint your face with their shine...
And bright the world with the color of your eyes
Someone might need it...

Nunim (Stampkase) ^^

Angels

2006-03-08T20:33:00.000Z

Sparkling angel
I believe
You are my saviour
In my time of need
Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
All the whispers
The warning's so clear
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
Now mercy no more
No remorse 'cause
I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn to real
You broke the promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie
Sparkling ange
lCouldn't see
Your dark intensions
Your feelings for me
Fallen angel
Tell me why?
What is the reason?
The thorn in your eye
I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end
This world may have failed you
It doesn't give the reason why
You could have chosen
A different path of life
The smile when you tore me apart.
Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end...

Fly

2006-03-06T15:30:00.001Z

Take me away
So far away
Im tired of looking over my shoulder
The things I've done
Weigh heavily
They tie me down
Won't let me go free
Angels come and take me
On silver wings
Carry me up to the sky
Angels come free me
From earthly things
And Ill fly...
If I could go back
To where I began, I would
Yeah - if only I could
I'd never do
No one no harm
Wear a halo
So heavenly I'd grow
Angels come and take me
On silver wings
Carry me up
To the sky
Angels come free me
From ugly things
And I'll fly...

Momento

2006-03-06T15:01:00.000Z

Este momento de Paz....!
A praia o ceu o som....
Deus deu-nos isto...
Ouco, sinto...
O vermelho aquecido em mim e no mar...
O preto... elemento neutro para não destabilizar a emocao aquecida...
Silence is Gold...

2006-03-05T20:44:00.000Z

Meet me in outer space
We could spend the night
Watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place
Won't you come with me?
We could start again
How do you do it? Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?It's better than I ever knew
Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close
If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place
It might be the only way
That I can show you how
It feels to be inside of you
How do you do it? Make me feel like I do
How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew
You are Stellar...

2006-03-02T15:59:00.000Z

I can see
When you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right?
Late at night
Things I thought I put behind me
Haunt my mind
I just know there's no escape
Now once it sets its eyes on you
But I won't run,Have to stare it in the eye...
Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground
It's all around
Getting stronger, coming closer
Into my world
I can feel
That it's time for me to face it
Can I take it?
Though this might just be the ending
Of the life I held so dear
But I won't run,There's no turning back from here...
All I know for sure is
I'm trying
I will always stand my ground.

2006-03-02T15:47:00.000Z

I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore?
Or drift into the unknown?
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we'll meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...Then revel in the view
Further down the river...

2006-03-02T15:36:00.000Z

I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high-rise today
It's not a breeze cause' it blows hard
Yes, and it wants me to discard the humanity
I know
Watch the warmth blow away
Do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
Leaving the air behind me clear?
Don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came
And while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old.

2006-03-02T13:49:00.000Z

Tiny little hand that came in to my world...
It showed me another Love...the true sense of living...my tiny little brother...this shining beeing.
He will be loved 4ever in my heart, my mind, my wondering soul...if i´m not around or I dissaper...he will always stay in my heart, my mind, my wondering soul...
Why do we need to cry? Why do we need to suffer? Why? Why? Everything why? Feelings sucks sometimes...that´s why my heart got Cold as a lonely stone in the deep sea of life.
But only one love that was worked keept the flame of my heart alive....that´s the Tiny little hand that came in to my world! =)

@MiZkA

2006-03-02T13:30:00.000Z

Estaremos invisivelmente rodeados?
Ou sera mera imaginacao?
O querer sentir "seguro"... nao sabendo o que e o Ceu...!
Divagamos por todos os caminhos sem encontrar uma saida,
e simplesmente vamos encontrando estados permanentes ilusorios...
vamos nos satisfazendo de momentos por momentos sem dar-nos conta do que realmente queremos...o ser humano e irreal...o ser humano e uma ilusao...o ser humano e isto!
Aqueles k estao perdidos vao mergulhar no vasto mar de ilusao...presos para sempre...imaginando o k sera o Ceu...e se estaremos sozinhos...

@MiZkA

2006-03-02T13:03:00.000Z

What is that sound?
Ringing in my ears
The strangest sound
I've heard for years and years
The sound of two hearts...
Beating side by side
The sound of one love
That neither one can hide...
The sound that makes the world go round...
What is that sound
Running round my head
Funny I thought
That part was long since dead
But now there's new life
Crossing through my veins
Because there's someone
To make it beat again...
What is that sound
Ringing in my ears
The strangest soundI've heard for years and years
The sound of two hearts
Beating side by side
The sound of one love
That neither one can hide...

PLEASE...

2006-03-02T12:47:00.000Z

It's two in the morning
And I'm calling your name
Your voice on the line is
So far away...
And my heart reaches out there
And finds you gone...
You walk a path lonely
But you're never alone...
And I'm begging you please
Please...Let me in....
Please...I know there are times when
In ashes you lie
Each one has a shadow
We can't deny
But there in your darkness...
Living your pain
Wanna wrap you in love, babe
Again and again...
I'm begging you please
PleaseLet me in
Listen my tiney one
Gonna make it on your own
Look at what we have done to heal
Please...Let me in...

Trans FATTY ACID

2006-03-02T12:30:00.000Z

No one said it would be easy
Did anyone tell you the road would be straight and long?
Relax your mind and give it all to me
'Cause you know and I know our love is strong enough...
To weather the rain
To weather the snow
To weather the storm
Often I see fear in your eyes
And sometimes I know, your heart is full of little arrows
But trust in me and no one can do you wrong
'Cause I know and you know our love is strong...

2006-02-27T23:55:00.000Z

Hold your breath quiet now dont say a word
You could run (but) it wont do any good
Prayers forsaken when you lose faith inside
It's not time to die...
Your life Is it a lie
When you get what your looking for
Will your cravings subside
Or will you crawl into A homemade casket
An early tomb Lay down and give up inside
She'd rather die
When you fall
So spent from emotion
She is what Brings you to your feet
Where challenges lie
On the verge of destruction
She pulls you back
And she gives you wings (death wont hold you as tight as she will)
Can you feel her
Burning through your veins
She will always live forever
Can you bear the burden
And you'll turn your back and you'll patronize she's pleading
And you will question your every want
She's bleeding out
Death will hold you as tired as she rips

Gold

2006-01-04T17:56:00.000Z

Stay with me forever and a day if
I could be near you...For a lifetime I'd never want for anything
Hearing your voice is like icicles down my spineAnd touching your warm skinStarts electric storms through my mind.
You put a strength in me...I knew something was missing...Just take me everywhere you go
This girl's in heaven...
Feeling this way about someone like you
Couldn't be clearer, or dearer, or so overdue
So sure so pure
So much what I was looking for
Here are you filling up my life
You put a strength in me
I knew something was missing
Just take me everywhere you go
This girl's in heaven
Life is light in everything about you
When you're as one, everything I touch is goldI couldn't be in a better place
Than to be aroundThis girl's in heaven
You put a strength in meI knew something was missingJust take me everywhere you go
This girl's in heaven...u know!

LUSTY

2006-01-04T17:43:00.000Z

All alone In this heat my thoughts
Start to wander
On my lonesome in this world
My hands start to long forYour skin
My mouth starts to long forYour kiss..Your kiss
And the sun burns my skin...But it's outside and in, it's burning
Only you can soothe me...Come cool me down ,I want you in my reachOh, the things I'd do to you..I touch you when I close my eyes
And the sun burns my skin...But it's outside and in, I'm burning
Only you can soothe me...Come cool me down
And the sun burns my skinBut it's outside and in, I'm burning
Only you can soothe me...Come cool me down
Oh! the sun burns my skin...But it's outside and in, I'm burning
Only you can soothe me ...Come cool me down...

FEELA

2006-01-02T21:28:00.000Z

You saw me crying but you didn't want to look...You heard me hurting but you didn't want to listen...This could have been something...This could have been really something,Tell me something more,Tell me something more worth living for,You felt me wanting but you didn't want to give,You sensed me sinking but you really couldn't save me,This could have been something,This could have been really something...Tell me something more,Tell me something more worth living forPeople come ...and go it's just the way of the world..Love just ebbs and flows what's left for us to rely on...This could have been something,This could have been really something...Tell me something more...Tell me something more worth living for...